Inept, inane, the place where my secrets lie; my throbbing vein. The creeping, the crawling, I'm sinking and falling; inside of you. I'm shy and outwitted, but rather befitted with an odd assortment of assets. I want to bleed, cut the vein deep enough to see the real me. The inside me, and all of its grotesque beauty. I am a rather unusual being, a skitzophrenic sensation; that you could never love. I am a frightened little girl, without daddy to save her world. Insecure, imature and out of touch. As my eyes roll back I see, the white blurr that has always captivated me. The nonexistant bt, she's always been there. I tied my shoe, thought of you, cut myself; and now I'm dying. Its bleeding through, I'm bleeding you; away from me. Please trap me in this coma and watch me sleep beautifully. Time to say farewell. goodbye forever. I hope I never see you again. Lost in seclusion, trying to fix somthing that will not mend. And as I silently go quite numb, on the inside. I can't rid myself of you. Break me, make me realize it could never be. Inside of me, I lied. To the twinkle in my eye, why do you want to go away? Entranced by the thought of you, I die without you near. Standing alone, by myself. Frightened by my own worst fear.